NBCshared more ofAmber Heard’s sit-down interview withTodayhostSavannah Guthrieon Tuesday.

The actress says she stands by her testimony after losing the defamation case brought by her ex-husbandJohnny Depp.

She maintains that she never lied about what happened.

Amber Heard interviewed on the TODAY Show

Amber Heard sits down with Savannah Guthrie to discuss the jury verdict in Johnny Depp’s defamation case.NBC News

“I did do and say horrible, regrettable things throughout my relationship,” Heard said.

“I behaved in a horrible, almost-unrecognizable-to-myself ways.

I have so much regret.”

She added that she “freely and openly and voluntarily talked about” what she did.

And it was ugly and it could be very beautiful and was very, very toxic.

We were awful to each other.

I made a lot of mistakes,a lotof mistakes, but I’ve always told the truth."

Depp’s attorneys argued his career was heavily impacted by that op-ed.

The actor has denied any allegations of abuse and suggested Heard was the abuser.

A jury sided with Depp on the defamation front and awarded the actor more than $10 million.

Heard won just one of her three claims from her countersuit.

Heard believes there were various obstacles stacked against her during the trial, she tells Guthrie.

One involved the U.K. trial in which Depp suedThe Sunnewspaper.

The second element was social media.

“I think the vast majority of this trial was played out on social media,” she said.

“I think that this trial is an example of that gone haywire, gone amok.

And the jury is not immune to that.”

I think even the most well-intentioned juror, it would have been impossible to avoid this."

More of Heard’s interview with Guthrie will air onTodayand later onDatelinethis Friday.