“It’s meant to take your voice.”

She also acknowledged her own bad behavior during her romance with the 59-year-oldPirates of the Caribbeanstar.

“I did do and say horrible and regrettable things throughout my relationship,” Heard said.

Amber Heard to go with her Dateline appearance

Amber Heard said she’s ‘terrified’ that ex-husband Johnny Depp will sue her again in a new ‘Dateline’ interview.Dateline

“I have so much regret.”

“If you have proof, then it was a scheme it was a hoax.

If you don’t have proof, it didn’t happen.

Johnny Depp and Amber Heard

Johnny Depp and Amber Heard.STEVE HELBER/POOL/AFP via Getty Images; JIM WATSON/POOL/AFP via Getty Images

If you have a bruise, it’s fake.

If you don’t have a bruise, then violence clearly didn’t hurt you.

If you told people, then you’re hysterical.

Amber Heard

Amber Heard.JIM LO SCALZO/POOL/POOL/AFP via Getty Images

If you didn’t tell anyone, it didn’t happen.”

Furthermore, she regrets how some members of the public reacted to her personally.

“I’m not a good victim, I get it.

I’m not a likable victim.

I’m not a perfect victim, I get it.

I’m not a saint.

I’m not asking anyone to like me.”

“I don’t blame them,” she said.

“I actually understand he’s a beloved character and people feel they know him.

He’s a fantastic actor.”

“Look what happened to me when I came forward,” she said.

“Would you?”

“Her notes represented years years of real-time explanations of what was going on,” Heard said.

However, a judge ruled these therapist notes to be “hearsay and inadmissible,” Guthrie toldDatelineviewers.

Guthrie’s husband,Michael Feldman, has done consulting work for Depp’s legal team.