We do, however, get a glimpse of it in an exclusive deleted scene from the latest episode.
“I’m very emotional and she is the opposite.
She’s stone faced.

Carolyn Wiger and Sarah Wade on ‘Survivor 44’.CBS
She doesn’t show emotions,” says Carolyn.
“But I’m a drug counselor, and part of my job is to have empathy.
When I see someone who is holding back their emotions, I see suffering.”
When Yam Yam asks why, Carolyn responds, “Because I held it in for so long.
And holding it in did nothing but keep me sick and make me unhappy.”
Active addiction is mental and emotional torture.
It took me years to realize my mistakes don’t define me.
I’ve worked hard to become this person I am proud of."
Judging by how she has played so far, she indeeddoesseem prepared for the game.