Selena Gomez says she contemplated suicide for years: 'I thought the world would be better if I wasn't there'

Selena Gomezis shedding some light on her difficult mental and physical health journey over the last few years.

“It would start with depression, then it would go into isolation.”

“I had to detox, essentially, from the medications I was on.

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I had to learn how to remember certain words.

I would forget where I was when we were talking,” she said.

God’s honest truth, a few weeks ago, I wasn’t sure I could do it."

I’m depressed thinking about who I would be."

Selena Gomez: My Mind & Mepremieres on Apple TV+ on Nov. 4.