“He lost to that demon…. just, just dont lose,” she said through tears.
In an emotional clip she shared Wednesday on TikTok, the the 55-year-oldCluelessandRenaissance Manactress remembered the hitmaker through tears.
“I’m ashamed.
Stacey Dash; DMX.Imeh Akpanudosen/Getty Images; Shareif Ziyadat/FilmMagic
I didn’t know DMX died.
I didn’t know from a cocaine overdose,” she said, pausing several times to collect herself.
“I am, today, six years and one month clean, and it breaks my heart.
It breaks my heart that he lost to it.
He lost to that demon…. c’mon, c’mon don’t lose.”
“Addiction is one of the hardest things to overcome,” one user wrote to Dash.
“You did and we love that you’re still here with us.”
“I couldn’t find happiness,” Dash said at the time.
“It got to a point where I didn’t even want to live anymore.
The voice in my head was saying, ‘There’s nothing here for you.'”
“I’ve lived my life being angry.
“At that time in my life, it was who I was.
And I realized in 2016 that anger is unsustainable, and it will destroy you.
What people don’t know is I made a lot of mistakes because of that anger.”
Watch Dash’s TikTok video about DMX above.
