“He’s the worst of all of them,” [SPOILER] says.
Warning: This article contains spoilers for Wednesday’s episode ofThe Challenge: Spies, Lies and Allies.
Hell hath no fury like a partner scorned.
Berna Canbeldek on ‘The Challenge: Spies, Lies and Allies’.MTV
And Berna Canbeldek isn’t holding anything back after getting eliminated fromThe Challenge: Spies, Lies and Allies.
ENTERTAINMENT WEEKLY: How are you feeling about how your season ended?
BERNA CANBELDEK:It’s so sad because we almost won the daily.
Jeremiah and Priscilla vs. Hughie and Berna on ‘The Challenge: Spies, Lies, and Allies’.MTV
We were just so stressed out and the whole house literally were against me and happy if I lose.
I felt it the whole day in the house.
I knew everyone behind me standing on the stairs are happy that I’m gone.
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It did seem pretty emotionally exhausting for you at the end there.
I tried to shake it off because at first I knew it was not personal.
But then it became personal because they tried to show me in a way that I’m not.
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They tried to act like I’m mean.
It gets to your soul.
I’m a kind person.
I do believe in being nice to each other.
I took it very personal in the end.
It looked like this elimination was geared toward your strengths, but Hughie struggled with it a lot.
Do you blame him for the loss?
I would never blame someone if I see the person gave it their all.
Hughie always gave it his all.
It was just not his game at all.
He is a strong competitor.
I remember he wants to give up much earlier.
And he tried for me as well, and that’s enough for me.
I was never one second angry athim.
I was just angry that it was a couple elimination like that, that we were on each other.
If I would have been alone, I would have rocked it.
The energy was not on our side.
It just was a feeling that we are going home.
Priscilla is my girl and I never want to see her going against me.
So I’m happy that she wasn’t down there.
We had just no chance because of Hughie.
So I’m actually happy that Amber wasn’t down there.
She would have felt that she sent me home.
Priscilla and Jeremiah were the most respectful because they were so kind when they won.
If you come back for another season, is there anyone you’re targeting for revenge?
I do have those people in my mind.
Of course I have two, three people for sure that I want to send home.
I just want to show them that they were right to be scared about me and my abilities.
But also I want to show I have a side of being a good alliance partner.
No one talked to me about anything like that.
I was like a lonely fighter by myself.
I am a good person with people, but I have to work on showing them that.
What is your relationship with Emy like now, after the season ended?
Have you talked at all?
When I was eliminated, literally in the hotel I was so angry.
I couldn’t process it for weeks.
Emy shocked me because she’s lying to my face.
I’m a strong competitor, I don’t really need CT.
But he was lying to me as well, not just Emy.
I don’t know what happened.
Maybe it was strategy, but it was a shocker for me.
So Emy, we didn’t talk for a long time after the show.
Recently we start to talk.
I reached out to her because on Twitter she’s tried to do some random hate again.
I went private on WhatsApp and I was like, “Hey, girl, you did me wrong.
If I ever get power, I will put you down there.
I will come for her because she played me wrong.
And if I have a chance to put CT somewhere, I would.
So you want revenge on CT too?
Have you spoken with him since the season ended?
People always ask me who surprised me the most.
Until I saw CT talking in interviews about me like that, I was saying other names.
But he’s the worst of all of them.
I know it’s a game, and I know everyone has their strategy, whatever.
I’m fine with that, and I’m cool that the vets made the alliance against the rookies.
I always told him, “You’re like myChallengefather.
So he wanted to have another partner?
I’m okay with that.
But I’m not okay with him playing me like, “I saw red flags with Berna.”
I was a great partner to you, that is what you told me.
Why would you now change it for some interview?
I was so shocked when I saw him talk about me.
I remember the night when Emy took away CT.
He is such a liar!
I never talked to CT after that.
He’s also not easy to get on social media.
I still congratulate him when he had birthday because I think somewhere inside he’s a great person.
But he really broke my heart.
And I would understand, but his way was not the right way.
How did that even start?
I was like, “Girl, I don’t even think that you’re not loyal or whatever.
We will see.”
And guts can be wrong sometimes, but in this moment I just felt this girl is toxic.
She just put more fire into Josh and Fessy’s fight, and I didn’t like this.
It was just so messy.
She always has “the most hard.”
After a while I don’t want to be around this girl, so I started avoiding her.
Three of them paid for it, why wouldn’t she pay for it?
And they took it totally wrong and twist my words.
So she hated me, I don’t really like her, and we never had a talk.
When we are out of it, she wrote me on Instagram, a DM.
And now we want to talk one day on the phone.
Maybe we will get along, maybe not.
But I wish her well.
She was so extra, and this was too much for me.
Did you continue your relationship with Nelson after the season ended?
[Laughs] Nelson was my angel and devil in the house.
It just happened, he saw me and he was like, “Well, who are you?”
And I was like, “No!
I never knew it before so the drama started.
So somewhere the drama started because of Nelson for me.
But at the same time, he never let me down.
He could have run away and be like, “This is too much drama.”
He stood with me.
He talked to the girls.
He had my back.
He gave me a good time because nobody really was with me in the house.
Nobody really spent time with me but Nelson or Esther.
So I was really happy to have him around.
We literally thought we will end up together forever, because we really liked each other.
But when we were out in the real world, it’s not really working.
It was a shocker.
I really wanted to end up with him because I was so in love with him.
But I understand him now.
He’s just a free spirit and different person.
Now we are friends, we are cool.
Do you have any regrets about how you played this season?
I think there was a little bit of strategy mistakes, for sure.
But how will a rookie know?
So I thought, he wants me.
He literally liked me so much.
Somebody told him something, this is for sure.
He wasn’t the one who came to the idea of changing me.
I’m sure about that.
Who do think that was?
Oh yeah, Devin, I think.
Devin was the leader.
And Emy, she’s listening to us.
Don’t you want to be with Emy?
Because like that, it’s possible for you to go far.”
And of course CT just thinks about winning, so it made sense for him.
Devin pushed Emy away from him as a partner.
