Warning: This article contains spoilers about Wednesday’s episode ofThe Challenge: USA.

Two short rounds later,Rummans beat Lopez and sent her packing, right before the final began.

“My rib is bruised,” she says with a laugh.

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“Does it at least look like I tried?”

she asks, “because I didn’t last long.

I knew as soon as I gripped it, my hands could only grip half of it.

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The pole was so thick and my hands are small.

I knew I lost, so I was like, I’m just going to have fun.”

How are you feeling about leaving so close to the final?

ALYSSA LOPEZ:I’m totally fine with leaving.

I feel like this is the best time to leave, even though obviously the final would be good.

But I feel like I went really far.

For me, like, what the hell?!

Did you know Sarah and Dom were going to vote you in?

Yes, I knew Sarah was going to put me in.

I didn’t even care enough to engage in it.

I knew Tyson had my back.

I was a little shocked by that, but I think Dom just plays a very individual game.

Were you prepared to go in or did you think someone else was going against Angela?

I think he didn’t realize how much I did I should have let him know sooner.

But either way I feel like he would’ve decided on what he decided on, no matter what.

The pole was a lot thicker than it normally is during Pole Wrestle what was your strategy going in?

Once I grabbed the pole, I realized that it’s way thicker than I thought.

I immediately felt not very confident because I barely even had a grip.

What was it like battling Angela and getting thrown around like that?

I don’t remember it.

I don’t remember any of it.

I just held on.

All my strategy went out the window.

She’s an Olympic pole vaulter against little old me.

But I was kind of checked out.

Angela was my No.

Even though I lost, I’m really happy because she’s still there.

After the elimination was over, I was shocked that Angela was the one crying and you were smiling.

I thought she was injured or something.

I just wanted to ensure she knows it’s okay.

I don’t take this game as seriously as maybe I should.

I’m still very proud of myself because I thought my ass was leaving week one.

I wouldn’t have changed anything.

What was your favorite part of competing onThe Challenge?

[Laughs] Not the people.

My favorite part was probably the eliminations.

That win was incredible.

I went in very positive and I think that helped me compete.

Before the elimination began, you ran off to the side to puke.

What was happening there?

I suffer with anxiety.

I take medication for it.

It didn’t affect me until the last challenge when I did my swim.

But as soon as I puked I was ready to go.

I think the only two TV shows I would go on isBig BrotherorThe Challenge.

I would doBig Brotheragain, I would doThe Challengeagain.

You will not see my ass on any bang out of dating show.

I’m too awkward for that.

I literally puke when I’m nervous.